Frank Hammersith

11th of March

My stories are written here.
Most of them just a reflection of separation.

Sensation.
My nation of trust.
Occupation.
Alienation.

Each single word.

I got what I wanted.
I lost you
For it was not to happen.

Love.

No fading away.

Strong as it was.

I am in heaven and I put it in my box to stay forever.

I will open the box sometimes –
Only for you and me.

The poppy flowers.

I know now what is care.

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To Di

I am here again
in the haze of early evening.

I am here again
To find that you and I began.

I am here again.
Closing my eyes
So you can close yours.

I am here again
To find that you are far away,
To know that that’s the only way.

I am here again
Just to witness that I am not.

I am here again.

To be with you in my deepest thoughts.

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Sun

I thought that the sun shines in the same way everywhere. But now I don’t think so, because the sun shines in the way we want that is shines to us.

Blinding vs. Eye opener. 

We choose except when we don’t want to choose and let to be taken away..

The sun shines.

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My skin

My skin hurts.
Serves as a reminder of what my plans are.
No plans in my hands, only in my head, unread.

My skin hurts.

But the inside me is inviting me to see.
The Sea.
Since the sea is unexplored yet.

My skin hurts.
Sadistic masochistic as it might be, I like it.
The skin reflects only the surface
And that is why I am writing now.

Reflection of being.

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A simple conversation

Couple of thoughts unlocked.
Some “truths” that were forgotten – remembered.
It is my privilege to share compassion with you and it is my duty now not to forget, since I was reminded.
In the end of the day, it is all about what we all sometimes write or avoid to write about  – [name it yourself ].

Fair enough, I would say.

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Impaired abilities don’t change emotional foundations

The sound of snowing is a consequence of an impaired ability to hear. Emotions will prevail.
Music and everything else that is beautiful are emotional projections serving as a catalyst for human careness.
There is something pre-determined about what is good and what is not. But one can often feel it.

Despite the influence of individual’s individual morale, emotions will lead the way after all, whilst encompassing the rationale.

The sound of snowing will be heard in the hear that grew fonder. Let me listen to snow falling..

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A letter

Today I wrote a letter to someone, who/which I am not aware of yet:

“My wish is to escape from the misery created by geographical distance, corruption, unreliability, prejudice, primitivism and hatred to differences. Someone hear me.”

I saw the letter taken by the stream of a cold river..

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Table 1: Classification of Love – Substance vs. Form

Degree of Insanity Form Substance
1 I love you I met you once.
2 I love you I always sit next to you in the lecture, simply love the feeling of routine – you remind me that everything is fine and I am still here.
3 I love you I do tend to think we are friends, actually.
4 I love you I like you as a person, quite a lot, to be fair.
5 I love you You are really good friend of mine.
6 I love you I think I like you more than just a friend, so I think I love you.
7 I love you I really like you.
8 I love you I trust you quite a lot.
9 I love you I trust you a lot and like you sexually.
10 I love you Not only you attract me sexually, but I also can talk with you almost about anything, despite the fact we are together only for 2 months.
11 I love you I love you, I really do
12 I love you I think that now, after 2 years, I can say that I actually love her/him
13 I love you You know what, I fucking hate you.
14 I love you That person actually means to me that much, that I look after her interests much more than I look after mine
15 I love you I met you once and liked you. I have never found anyone better, even though it’s not perfect with to be with you, I think that’s the best I can get.
16 I love you I actually love him/her. I don’t know how to explain it.
17 I love you He/she can simply bear me.
18 I love you You are the only one for me.
19 I love you I love everything about you.
20 I love you We simply have good sex

As shown in the table above, it is possible to conclude, that you better choose your words carefully, mate.

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Frank Hammersith

Got back

I think I was going out, as far as I remember.
For some reason, unknown.
I had my hands crossed, not anymore.

Delighted. I am delighted.

To be here. And not to be at the same time. As I was once was.

More focus and more peace is what you need –
I was once told, quite recently.
The cost of advice is high if that advice is given to you.

I was never focused, nor I am,
Even though it was you who told me that..

The more of you I got –
The less of you I got indeed –
Forgot.

About the essence – Essex. About the core.

About where we came from, which was nowhere.

The more of you I get..
There is no other option, I bet.

Expressing something which is not there. Here.

Here we are. We are. Until the next time I will find myself.

Bye for now.

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Lost lost lost

Your curly hair
It could be hiding here too?             curly curly
Curly curly
Your curly hair
Your curly hair                                                  Can I find my way through here? I will never have an espresso because it’s from the past.
Hair hair hair
Curly hair                                                                       I ACTUALLY WANT TO BE LOST HERE. Why not? It’s better than to be too  o/r/g/a/n/i/s/e/d/.

Got me lost lost lost lost lost lost
Lost
Curly lost.                                                     Lost lost lost. Curly…
Losty curl.  Curly curly lost.                                                                  .
Or perhaps here? Lost lost lost. All in all. We live for all. Nothing at all.

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